All that,
I ever asked.
Was to be loved,
Not by you,
Nor them.
No, I wanted to,
be
Loved.
Why me?
Becuase,
I love with,
Abaddon,
Reckless,
Pure,
Dangerous,
Love.
I want to feel,
This,
Love.
I want it,
to come,
to me,
But,
It does not,
Yet,
This drives me more.
To Love,
Harder,
Stronger.
Thus,
I grow,
Empty
I am draining,
Slowly turning,
into an
empty shell,
of,
sadness,
despair,
I feel alone,
not because,
I am.
No.
Because no one,
is willing to
love me.
With, The same,
The same, Passion,
The same, Desire.
So,
I learnt to,
Steal,
this Love.
Every Hug,
Every Kiss,
Every bit of warmth,
Allows me,
To move,
Forward.
Because if,
I do not,
I will die.
Inside,
Become a ghost,
Perhaps,
a Vampire.
Maybe I am,
Already one,
Burning in the sunlight.
but,
How can I know,
for the one thing,
I do not see.
is
Myself.
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